THINK..THINK…THINK… Nina YOU HAVE TO THINK !

THINK..THINK…THINK… Nina YOU HAVE TO THINK !

Think.. think.. think.. Nina !!!! you have to think….!!!!
I'm that kind of person. I always think a lot.. filter what I'm going to say..but at times when I'm going too nervous, I'd think too fast and my mouth don't seem to be connected to my brain ( whoa..ha..ha..) that I'd say something stupid or not , sure or I might say it halfway before changing my mind after that..

Owh.. I dont know, A lot of things happening to my life recently. Fheeww….!!!
Basically I'm so emotionally unstable. The exams, the patients, the questions, panel discussion, my college, bla bla bla……wa…wa…wa……
.Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ………………………………………
I feel like crying but there's no tears in my eyes.
I feel like shouting but no sound come out from my vocal cord.
I feel like i really want to share my feelings with someone but I dont know who.
Masya Allah…..

Well, I know just one thing..
I remember what my murabbi says…
Apa pun, go back to Allah s.w.t.
I feel so relax when I have that in my mind.

Now, I finally managed to open my yahoo mails.. where i received a lot of news from my brothers n sisters.. I'm not alone.
Whooooaaaahhhh….i’m so glad that I have all of you teman-teman sefikroh…

Ya Allah... please help me.. show me the right way.

Amin..