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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Referring to the subject above, sigh...

Semalam kuberjanji pada diriku ini. aku telah berjanji tak akan mengulangi kesalahan yang aku lakukan kemarin tapi hari ini Kau saksiakan diriku telah melakukan dosa yg kujanjikan . serasa seperti hilang percaya diri.. dan amat malu untuk menghadapMu karena selalu mengingkari janji diriku sendiri. Oh Ya Allah.. ku harap ampunilah dosaku..

Entah aku tengah mendengarkan lagu nasyid apa, tangan ini menekan keyboard komputer. It just that in times. So many things in your head and you dont know how to put it into words. Many times, I'm very bad at organising. I cant arrange which to go first. berbelit-belit. which I kind of find it difficult whenever I'm trying to convey a message/ideas/opinions/reports. that's why, most of times I preferred to remain silence. When people asked : so, do you want to add anything? any opinion? I would usually just nodding or geleng-geleng. No comment... which eventually turn back to me.

God.. It's so hard! It is...

Too many things you wanted to do but it hards when there's one thing that restrict you from moving on. It'll end but... until that time, you just got to be patience.. 'enjoy' it and do your best.. for the sake of Allah.

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan..
kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan,
Ingatlah biasanya kabut tak akan berpanjangan,
setelah kabut berlalu pasti cerah kembali