Salam Dari Alam
Selamat pagi.
Coba Anda intip di jendela dan lihatlah ke atas awan.
Ada matahari yang sedang tersenyum cerah. betapapun muramnya mungkin suasana
malam yang telah lalu .
Ada semburat cahaya terang dari langit . betapapun gelapnya suasana malam
kemarin ..
Ada keramaian aktivitas di sudut-sudut jalan . betapapun sepinya suasana
tadi malam ..
Semuanya berganti bergiliran .
Yang cerah menggantikan yang muram
Yang terang menggantikan yang gelap
Yang ramai mengisi gilirannya untuk mengganti yang sepi
Semuanya ada waktunya.
Semuanya ada gilirannya.
Semuanya terjadi begitu sempurna
Begitu halnya dengan Anda dan saya, begitu halnya dengan apa yang Anda
lakukan dan yang saya lakukan..
Semuanya ada waktunya, ada tempatnya, ada gilirannya.
Senin, 18 Februari 2008
Happiness and Saddness
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Kesenangan yg datang, tak akan kekal,
Begitulah, selepas susah ada kesenangan..
Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah,
Apakah kita kan sabar, atau pun sebaliknya?
It's a wonderful thing about life. Ups and Downs,, Problems and Solutions, Sadness and Happiness. Amazing. But, whatever it is.. it's the best for us from the Lord of the 'Alamin.We love sunshine but He know we need rain. We need laughter but He makes us cry so that our heart wont harden..
And the happiness is best shared with people around you, your loved ones. There are times, you wanted to share it most with one person, but that person is not there. You just dont know where some people are. And you just dont know how they'd react. You had your past, a memory you hold on to. Because at times, that memory cherished your life.. giving you strength to move forward. But carrying too much of the past leaves too small room for the future.
So, the best strength n the true one came from Allah swt. Pray for the best. Not only for yourself, pray for your frens as well. It's lovely when you share your success with others around you.
I miss ulfa, pia, aslim,harun,adi,enning,hamka,pallunk,all of mu friends in high school.. everyone.. Missing a fren who once called me to ask about my result, missing ibu mawardi, who took me for more patients to face the world... Miss semua!!
Kesenangan yg datang, tak akan kekal,
Begitulah, selepas susah ada kesenangan..
Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah,
Apakah kita kan sabar, atau pun sebaliknya?
It's a wonderful thing about life. Ups and Downs,, Problems and Solutions, Sadness and Happiness. Amazing. But, whatever it is.. it's the best for us from the Lord of the 'Alamin.We love sunshine but He know we need rain. We need laughter but He makes us cry so that our heart wont harden..
And the happiness is best shared with people around you, your loved ones. There are times, you wanted to share it most with one person, but that person is not there. You just dont know where some people are. And you just dont know how they'd react. You had your past, a memory you hold on to. Because at times, that memory cherished your life.. giving you strength to move forward. But carrying too much of the past leaves too small room for the future.
So, the best strength n the true one came from Allah swt. Pray for the best. Not only for yourself, pray for your frens as well. It's lovely when you share your success with others around you.
I miss ulfa, pia, aslim,harun,adi,enning,hamka,pallunk,all of mu friends in high school.. everyone.. Missing a fren who once called me to ask about my result, missing ibu mawardi, who took me for more patients to face the world... Miss semua!!
Selasa, 12 Februari 2008
Tragedi Pete-Pete
Assalamu'alayk...
hmmm...
seperti biasanya, kala matahari masih malu menampakkan sinar indahnya, aku sudah sibuk memainkan tombol hape ku, tat..tit..tut.. tak satu yang terlewati di phone book A - Z
Kadang kebiasaan ini mendapat complain dari beberapa teman sefikroh yang tidak ingin diganggu atau apalah.. hehehe...kebiasaan me miscall subuh, membangunkan mereka sholat...hehehe...Ninaaaaa masih mauka tidurrrrr....
Nah...lets see...kita tinggalkan cerita kebiasaan miscall dulu untuk sejenak, seusai sholat aku mandi, nyetrika, masak, bla..bla..biasa kebiasaan ibu rumah tangga/eh calon ibu rumah tangga pada umumnya....
6.15 am aku berangkat...naek pete-pete (angkot), nah lho di pete-pete....
Mang seh, perasaan aku mang lain sebelum berangkat, mimpi apa aku semalam....
aku duduk paling pojok belakang, di kursi depan aku duduk dua orang pria mencurigakan, gelagat dan gerak-gerik yang aneh, pura-pura tidak lihat saja...
Saat itu aku bertanya, apakah saking kurusnya tubuhku hingga mereka tidak menyadari bahwa ada sosok manusia yang duduk di hadapan mereka? Atau setidaknya sadar sebagai laki-laki bahwa ada seorang gadis manis nan cantik yang sedang duduk di hadapan mereka.
Pria pertama melingkarkan lengan dengan mesra pada pria kedua, pria kedua meremas jari-jari pria pertama.....
WHUEEEKKKSSSS.....oh my Lord....
There's something wrong with both of them...
Hey guys...whats wrong with you...
or i have some trouble with my vision now...
i have to checked my eyes immediately...maybe...hehehe..
Pura-pura tidak lihat, tapi mang dasar rasa ingin tahu memenuhi ruang isi kepalaku...ada apa dengan mereka berdua, apa yang mereka lakukan, inikah yang namanya perbuatan asusila...selugu ituka aku sampai tak tau ada perilaku pria yang selama ini tidak aku ketahui yang ternyata seaneh itu di mataku...hehehe...lugu...
Hmmm...aku mulai mendengar pembicaran mereka yang samar -samar terdengar...berbisik-bisik, diiringi desahan dan tawa yang terdengar aneh...
bulu kudukku merinding...aku ingin melompat dari pete-pete..tidak tahan...tapi...penasaran juga... tidak jadi...lanjut saja, toh kalo ada apa-apa aku cukup "kiri daeng/eh pak supir"
Tidak jelas, terpotong-potong, pembicaran itu samar-samar terdengar...
hehehe...kali ini aku mulai meragukan kemampuan pendengaranku sendiri..
mungkin aku juga perlu memeriksakan telingaku ke poli THT someday..maybe...
or...mang dasar dua pria ini mang aneh kali ya...
Tapi tiba-tiba sentak aku tak tahan lagi saat mereka membicarakan tentang pengalaman mereka berdua di tempat tidur semalam, melakukan "ehm..." astagfirullah.....Naudzubillah...sebejat itukan manusia abad ini?
Allah telah menciptakan manusia berpasang-pasangan, tapi mengapa masih ada saja yang melampiaskan keinginan itu dengan jalan yang tidak semestinya, tidak sewajarnya, tidak halal...Naudzubillah....
Spontan aku sudah tak tahan...
"Kiri pak", ...
" eh..kenapa ki cewek turun, belum sampai..."sopir said.
" tidak ji pak, ada yang saya lupa"
Sepanjang perjalan aku memohon ampun, bertasbih...
Ya..Rabb...terima kasih kau ciptakan aku dengan keadaan dzahir dan bathin seperti sekarang....
tunjuki hambaMu jalanMu yang lurus...
Tunjukkan hamba orang yang bisa kucintai dan mencintaku sungguh karena kami mencintaiMu ya Rabb...
Wallahu'alam...
wassalam...
hmmm...
seperti biasanya, kala matahari masih malu menampakkan sinar indahnya, aku sudah sibuk memainkan tombol hape ku, tat..tit..tut.. tak satu yang terlewati di phone book A - Z
Kadang kebiasaan ini mendapat complain dari beberapa teman sefikroh yang tidak ingin diganggu atau apalah.. hehehe...kebiasaan me miscall subuh, membangunkan mereka sholat...hehehe...Ninaaaaa masih mauka tidurrrrr....
Nah...lets see...kita tinggalkan cerita kebiasaan miscall dulu untuk sejenak, seusai sholat aku mandi, nyetrika, masak, bla..bla..biasa kebiasaan ibu rumah tangga/eh calon ibu rumah tangga pada umumnya....
6.15 am aku berangkat...naek pete-pete (angkot), nah lho di pete-pete....
Mang seh, perasaan aku mang lain sebelum berangkat, mimpi apa aku semalam....
aku duduk paling pojok belakang, di kursi depan aku duduk dua orang pria mencurigakan, gelagat dan gerak-gerik yang aneh, pura-pura tidak lihat saja...
Saat itu aku bertanya, apakah saking kurusnya tubuhku hingga mereka tidak menyadari bahwa ada sosok manusia yang duduk di hadapan mereka? Atau setidaknya sadar sebagai laki-laki bahwa ada seorang gadis manis nan cantik yang sedang duduk di hadapan mereka.
Pria pertama melingkarkan lengan dengan mesra pada pria kedua, pria kedua meremas jari-jari pria pertama.....
WHUEEEKKKSSSS.....oh my Lord....
There's something wrong with both of them...
Hey guys...whats wrong with you...
or i have some trouble with my vision now...
i have to checked my eyes immediately...maybe...hehehe..
Pura-pura tidak lihat, tapi mang dasar rasa ingin tahu memenuhi ruang isi kepalaku...ada apa dengan mereka berdua, apa yang mereka lakukan, inikah yang namanya perbuatan asusila...selugu ituka aku sampai tak tau ada perilaku pria yang selama ini tidak aku ketahui yang ternyata seaneh itu di mataku...hehehe...lugu...
Hmmm...aku mulai mendengar pembicaran mereka yang samar -samar terdengar...berbisik-bisik, diiringi desahan dan tawa yang terdengar aneh...
bulu kudukku merinding...aku ingin melompat dari pete-pete..tidak tahan...tapi...penasaran juga... tidak jadi...lanjut saja, toh kalo ada apa-apa aku cukup "kiri daeng/eh pak supir"
Tidak jelas, terpotong-potong, pembicaran itu samar-samar terdengar...
hehehe...kali ini aku mulai meragukan kemampuan pendengaranku sendiri..
mungkin aku juga perlu memeriksakan telingaku ke poli THT someday..maybe...
or...mang dasar dua pria ini mang aneh kali ya...
Tapi tiba-tiba sentak aku tak tahan lagi saat mereka membicarakan tentang pengalaman mereka berdua di tempat tidur semalam, melakukan "ehm..." astagfirullah.....Naudzubillah...sebejat itukan manusia abad ini?
Allah telah menciptakan manusia berpasang-pasangan, tapi mengapa masih ada saja yang melampiaskan keinginan itu dengan jalan yang tidak semestinya, tidak sewajarnya, tidak halal...Naudzubillah....
Spontan aku sudah tak tahan...
"Kiri pak", ...
" eh..kenapa ki cewek turun, belum sampai..."sopir said.
" tidak ji pak, ada yang saya lupa"
Sepanjang perjalan aku memohon ampun, bertasbih...
Ya..Rabb...terima kasih kau ciptakan aku dengan keadaan dzahir dan bathin seperti sekarang....
tunjuki hambaMu jalanMu yang lurus...
Tunjukkan hamba orang yang bisa kucintai dan mencintaku sungguh karena kami mencintaiMu ya Rabb...
Wallahu'alam...
wassalam...
Senin, 11 Februari 2008
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Minggu, 03 Februari 2008
AFTER I READ : ISLAM AND THE WORLD
Alhamdulillah I have finished reading Islam n the world.
Seperti biasa I’m trying to make my opinion about the book in English…
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…
Islam n The world. Menceritakan bagaimana Islam membawa perubahan dlm hidup manusia dan bagaimana keruntuhan Muslim yg membawa Islam itu sebenarnya membawa kerugian kepada dunia. Islam masih kekal masih suci masih terpelihara.. cuma pembela2nya mesti bangun! One quotation from the book:
" The major task before the Muslim leaders and thinkers today is to rekindle the flame of faith in the hearts of Muslims. They should do all that the early preachrers of Islam did, and at the same time avail themselves fully of all opportunities the modern age has put into their hands. (Hmmm…so all of you guys out there…be ware..)
The Quran and the Sunnah can still revitalize the withered arteries of the Islamic world. Their study and influence still fire one with the desire to smash the citadel of Ignorance. They have a rousing quality about them that can spur a slumbering people into new life. There will then be born in every Muslim home good men who will fully correspond to the description contained in the following verse of the Quran:
"They were youths who believed in their Lord, and We advanced them in guidance. We gave strength to their hearts; behold, they stood up and said: 'Our Lord is the Lord of the heavens and the earth; never shall we call upon any god other than Him; if we did, we should indeed have uttered an enormity.'" al-Kahf 18: 13-14
The world will then again see living specimens of the religious earnestness and sacrificial spirit of Bilal and 'Ammar, Khabbab and Khubaib, Suhaib and Mus'ab ibn Umair and Uthman ibn Maz'un and Anas ibn an-Nadir; the gentle breeze of faith will once again kiss the face of the earth and a new world quite different from the one we know will come into existence. "
Islam and the world by Sayyed Abul Hassan 'Ali Nadwi
So... beginning a new book….
Eyeshield 21 sebagai intro dulu huaa…ha..ha..ha…
"Ya Allah berikanlah cinta-Mu kepadaku, jadikanlah orang yg mencintai-Mu mencintai aku, dan jadikanlah aku mencintai segala sesuatu yg membawa kepada kecintaan-Mu!"
Cinta kalau bahasanya hati.. itulah cinta hakiki. Kasih jika dasarnya Rabbi.. itulah kasih sejati. Cinta ini pasti diuji kerana itu sudah tradisi janji..
Rainbow from windows of my heart….
February 1st 2008
Seperti biasa I’m trying to make my opinion about the book in English…
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…
Islam n The world. Menceritakan bagaimana Islam membawa perubahan dlm hidup manusia dan bagaimana keruntuhan Muslim yg membawa Islam itu sebenarnya membawa kerugian kepada dunia. Islam masih kekal masih suci masih terpelihara.. cuma pembela2nya mesti bangun! One quotation from the book:
" The major task before the Muslim leaders and thinkers today is to rekindle the flame of faith in the hearts of Muslims. They should do all that the early preachrers of Islam did, and at the same time avail themselves fully of all opportunities the modern age has put into their hands. (Hmmm…so all of you guys out there…be ware..)
The Quran and the Sunnah can still revitalize the withered arteries of the Islamic world. Their study and influence still fire one with the desire to smash the citadel of Ignorance. They have a rousing quality about them that can spur a slumbering people into new life. There will then be born in every Muslim home good men who will fully correspond to the description contained in the following verse of the Quran:
"They were youths who believed in their Lord, and We advanced them in guidance. We gave strength to their hearts; behold, they stood up and said: 'Our Lord is the Lord of the heavens and the earth; never shall we call upon any god other than Him; if we did, we should indeed have uttered an enormity.'" al-Kahf 18: 13-14
The world will then again see living specimens of the religious earnestness and sacrificial spirit of Bilal and 'Ammar, Khabbab and Khubaib, Suhaib and Mus'ab ibn Umair and Uthman ibn Maz'un and Anas ibn an-Nadir; the gentle breeze of faith will once again kiss the face of the earth and a new world quite different from the one we know will come into existence. "
Islam and the world by Sayyed Abul Hassan 'Ali Nadwi
So... beginning a new book….
Eyeshield 21 sebagai intro dulu huaa…ha..ha..ha…
"Ya Allah berikanlah cinta-Mu kepadaku, jadikanlah orang yg mencintai-Mu mencintai aku, dan jadikanlah aku mencintai segala sesuatu yg membawa kepada kecintaan-Mu!"
Cinta kalau bahasanya hati.. itulah cinta hakiki. Kasih jika dasarnya Rabbi.. itulah kasih sejati. Cinta ini pasti diuji kerana itu sudah tradisi janji..
Rainbow from windows of my heart….
February 1st 2008
THINK..THINK…THINK… Nina YOU HAVE TO THINK !
THINK..THINK…THINK… Nina YOU HAVE TO THINK !
Think.. think.. think.. Nina !!!! you have to think….!!!!
I'm that kind of person. I always think a lot.. filter what I'm going to say..but at times when I'm going too nervous, I'd think too fast and my mouth don't seem to be connected to my brain ( whoa..ha..ha..) that I'd say something stupid or not , sure or I might say it halfway before changing my mind after that..
Owh.. I dont know, A lot of things happening to my life recently. Fheeww….!!!
Basically I'm so emotionally unstable. The exams, the patients, the questions, panel discussion, my college, bla bla bla……wa…wa…wa……
.Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ………………………………………
I feel like crying but there's no tears in my eyes.
I feel like shouting but no sound come out from my vocal cord.
I feel like i really want to share my feelings with someone but I dont know who.
Masya Allah…..
Well, I know just one thing..
I remember what my murabbi says…
Apa pun, go back to Allah s.w.t.
I feel so relax when I have that in my mind.
Now, I finally managed to open my yahoo mails.. where i received a lot of news from my brothers n sisters.. I'm not alone.
Whooooaaaahhhh….i’m so glad that I have all of you teman-teman sefikroh…
Ya Allah... please help me.. show me the right way.
Amin..
Think.. think.. think.. Nina !!!! you have to think….!!!!
I'm that kind of person. I always think a lot.. filter what I'm going to say..but at times when I'm going too nervous, I'd think too fast and my mouth don't seem to be connected to my brain ( whoa..ha..ha..) that I'd say something stupid or not , sure or I might say it halfway before changing my mind after that..
Owh.. I dont know, A lot of things happening to my life recently. Fheeww….!!!
Basically I'm so emotionally unstable. The exams, the patients, the questions, panel discussion, my college, bla bla bla……wa…wa…wa……
.Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ………………………………………
I feel like crying but there's no tears in my eyes.
I feel like shouting but no sound come out from my vocal cord.
I feel like i really want to share my feelings with someone but I dont know who.
Masya Allah…..
Well, I know just one thing..
I remember what my murabbi says…
Apa pun, go back to Allah s.w.t.
I feel so relax when I have that in my mind.
Now, I finally managed to open my yahoo mails.. where i received a lot of news from my brothers n sisters.. I'm not alone.
Whooooaaaahhhh….i’m so glad that I have all of you teman-teman sefikroh…
Ya Allah... please help me.. show me the right way.
Amin..
Tanggungjawab
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Referring to the subject above, sigh...
Semalam kuberjanji pada diriku ini. aku telah berjanji tak akan mengulangi kesalahan yang aku lakukan kemarin tapi hari ini Kau saksiakan diriku telah melakukan dosa yg kujanjikan . serasa seperti hilang percaya diri.. dan amat malu untuk menghadapMu karena selalu mengingkari janji diriku sendiri. Oh Ya Allah.. ku harap ampunilah dosaku..
Entah aku tengah mendengarkan lagu nasyid apa, tangan ini menekan keyboard komputer. It just that in times. So many things in your head and you dont know how to put it into words. Many times, I'm very bad at organising. I cant arrange which to go first. berbelit-belit. which I kind of find it difficult whenever I'm trying to convey a message/ideas/opinions/reports. that's why, most of times I preferred to remain silence. When people asked : so, do you want to add anything? any opinion? I would usually just nodding or geleng-geleng. No comment... which eventually turn back to me.
God.. It's so hard! It is...
Too many things you wanted to do but it hards when there's one thing that restrict you from moving on. It'll end but... until that time, you just got to be patience.. 'enjoy' it and do your best.. for the sake of Allah.
Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan..
kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan,
Ingatlah biasanya kabut tak akan berpanjangan,
setelah kabut berlalu pasti cerah kembali
Referring to the subject above, sigh...
Semalam kuberjanji pada diriku ini. aku telah berjanji tak akan mengulangi kesalahan yang aku lakukan kemarin tapi hari ini Kau saksiakan diriku telah melakukan dosa yg kujanjikan . serasa seperti hilang percaya diri.. dan amat malu untuk menghadapMu karena selalu mengingkari janji diriku sendiri. Oh Ya Allah.. ku harap ampunilah dosaku..
Entah aku tengah mendengarkan lagu nasyid apa, tangan ini menekan keyboard komputer. It just that in times. So many things in your head and you dont know how to put it into words. Many times, I'm very bad at organising. I cant arrange which to go first. berbelit-belit. which I kind of find it difficult whenever I'm trying to convey a message/ideas/opinions/reports. that's why, most of times I preferred to remain silence. When people asked : so, do you want to add anything? any opinion? I would usually just nodding or geleng-geleng. No comment... which eventually turn back to me.
God.. It's so hard! It is...
Too many things you wanted to do but it hards when there's one thing that restrict you from moving on. It'll end but... until that time, you just got to be patience.. 'enjoy' it and do your best.. for the sake of Allah.
Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan..
kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan,
Ingatlah biasanya kabut tak akan berpanjangan,
setelah kabut berlalu pasti cerah kembali
Sesibuk itu kah???
Lama tak menulis. Sesibuk itukah aku? memang. Tak terasa, honestly.. satu.. bagian terlewati lagi, bagian lain menunggu, ngaji, ngajar, bagian orthodonsi yang terbengkalai selama hampir setengah tahun dengan pasien yang tidak jelas perawatannya, 3 minggu di prostodonsi dengan refarat yang belum kelar juga , lepas ini bagian periodontologi mulai menunggu membuka lebar mulut geramnya. FINALS..ALLAHU AKBAR, OH MY LORD…
huhuhuhu.. emak!!! tak tahan!!! Sebentar lagi tanggung jawab besar menunggu. Ya Allah.. Engkaulah yg kuminta pertolongan. Bagaimana untuk ku membagi masa yg sesempit ini. bagaimana untuk aku gunakan tenaga yg sekecil ini..
Qul hazihi sabili ad 'u ilallah 'ala basirah...
Kekalkanlah aku di jalan itu sehingga aku bertemu denganmu Ya Allah. amin...
huhuhuhu.. emak!!! tak tahan!!! Sebentar lagi tanggung jawab besar menunggu. Ya Allah.. Engkaulah yg kuminta pertolongan. Bagaimana untuk ku membagi masa yg sesempit ini. bagaimana untuk aku gunakan tenaga yg sekecil ini..
Qul hazihi sabili ad 'u ilallah 'ala basirah...
Kekalkanlah aku di jalan itu sehingga aku bertemu denganmu Ya Allah. amin...
apabila cinta menyapa
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
mmm.. bagaimana ingin diungkapkan?
ku simpan seketika..
wassalam
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